And then I had Kaylee. I did not know my heart was capable of that much love. Over the past 5 months that love for her has grown so much, and I cannot even imagine how much it will continue to grow throughout her life and also the lives of future children. Please do not get me wrong; I am not trying to say you have to be a parent to experience an abundance of love. But it is a different kind of love that I had never experienced before and I am not sure if it can fully be explained unless you are a parent.
I have found that my love not only has grown for my daughter, but also to my husband, family, friends, and even more so to those I do not know. Sometimes I feel like my heart is just bursting with love for strangers whose stories I hear, whether they are encouraging ones or ones of struggle. I even find myself having more compassion to that person walking down the aisle at Walmart who I might have otherwise passed unnecessary judgement on. I still do not love perfectly, and I am not sure how to explain exactly why, but having a child has changed the way I love the world. I thank God everyday for what a blessing she is to me and to everyone who sees her, and for allowing something so little to change me in such a big way.
How could you not love something as cute as this? |
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